First entry of this new turn of the calendar . . . radio page is update for first Within's Within of the year . . . very exciting, after a month off . . . new writing is happening, though when next Cenacle will be ready to launch into work, not totally sure . . . workplace has become a psychodrama I try not to think about when punched out, & hope will improve with time . . . snowy New England has returned . . .wanting ever always to do better . . .
Updated radio page . . . work still a struggle . . . next Cenacle still late Feb, though not close to ready . . .
Updated radio page . . . payjob a hard push but pushing . . . Cenacle next issue will be April 2023, to get it right . . . damn I need more writing time to keep up with my best self . . .
Updated radio page . . . payjob ever a psychodrama yet on I go at it . . . writing but never ever ever enough . . .
Updated radio page . . . worked best hours at Many Musics . . . getting somewhere with it . . . the rest really doesn't matter as much . . . seems to at times . . . but, no, when I think of what mattets, that has traveled with me the years, & the rest was big bad bullshit of the moment . . . no more . . . where are all those people who made a fuss at me? huh? Nowheres to be seen . . . harassing some other soul . . . fuck them all . . then & now . . . ART MATTERS . . . ain't nothing else close. . .
Updated radio page . . . worked best hours at Art, lesser hours othewise . . . payjob takes my time & crowds my dreams . . . it's valuable, but Art has always been for me what matters the most . . . turning toward Art, its Open Door, is ever the salve & solution . . .
March 4, 2023
12:14 p.m.
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Updated radio page . . . payjob went a little better this week . . . but doctor's appointment yielded need for a prostate MRI . . . so there's that to come . . . & Art ever & always & beautiful & do it more & more & be happier & happier . . .
March 17, 2023
7:40 p.m.
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Updated radio page . . . still in the blood test phase, maybe an MRI will never come, maybe it will . . . payjob grinding slow . . . finale of the Great Grand Narrative in sight, but need to push for it . . . push hard . . .
March 24, 2023
11:01 p.m.
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Updated radio page . . . second blood test taken earlier today . . . so waiting on number . . . payjob tiring but relatively stable . . . this weekend another go at finishing current phase of Great Grand Braided Narrative . . . . so close . . .
April 1, 2023
2:47 p.m.
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Updated radio page . . blood test numbers lower but still high enough to have me go get an MRI . . . 25 min in a tube . . . weirdest of music all over me . . . so now wait on that . . . Cenacle 122 work begins today . . . so hope expressed thusly . . .
April 8, 2023
5:06 p.m.
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I DO NOT HAVE CANCER . . . that above all this past week in terms of anything . . . updated radio page . . . Cenacle 122 begun but still slowed by my finishing a new Many Musics . . . but that big caps news best to share . . . lingers strong in me, a week after hearing news . . .
April 15, 2023
2:05 p.m.
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Getting more writing time today because pushed to get radio work done sooner . . . updated radio page . . . Cenacle 122 kicks up work this weekend as new poem finishes today . . . payjob I am trying to modulate down how much it mattered & affected me up till late autumn, in terms of how I thought I was valued . . . I am valued by co-workers, which is always good, but above that, eh . . . I carry that eh with me . . . weirdly aids my balance there . . .
Oh, yes, The ElectroLounge is 25 years ago this month! Just realized that, while doublechecking the index page, haha! It was 4/2/1998 when I got this site going . . . from an ad on TV . . . I wrote in the first entry, that date: "This site is mine and that makes all the difference in the world." I think of it as mine shared with many others, & this is the truest difference . . . here's too many years more of this!
May 27, 2023
2:18 p.m.
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Cenacle 122 debuted at JG meeting, & since is in its final proofing stage, getting there . . . SPRadio is back from break, my returning show this evening, very excited to resume . . .
Trip out to Colorado mountains with KD & kin . . . lotta hiking, lotta good food, lotta good company . . . got there safely, masks & so on . . . nice break from the payjob pressures . . . they'll be back come Tuesday . . . no magick answers for them . . . just the old, new, single truth: when I devote rightly to my Art, I am the best living thing I can be, that's it . . . like the Mushrooms told me years ago: Art is ever the open Door . . .
June 3, 2023
5:48 p.m.
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Cenacle 122 is final proofed . . . radio page updated
I believe in Art, its goodness & power, more than what staggers the world to damage & derange . . . no simpler way to put it . . . just say it & believe it & live it . . . period
June 5, 2023
9:08 p.m.
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Cenacle | 122 | April 2023 | 28th Anniversary Issue is now published online! Six months in the making but a good one for all that time spent.
*** Feedback on Cenacle 121
*** ElectroLounge Forums
*** New poetry by Tamara Miles, Martina Reisz Newberry, Judih Weinstein Haggai, Colin James, Sam Knot, Jimmy Heffernan, Victor Vanek (RIP) & myself.
*** "The Brain Claim " [Prose] by Charlie Beyer
*** "Writer's Notebook" by Gregory Kelly
*** "Dierdre and Shushufindi " [Travel Journal] by Nathan D. Horowitz
*** "The Story of Sindbad the Sailor from The Arabian Nights" [Classic Fiction]
*** "Labyrinthine [a new fixtion]" by Raymond Soulard, Jr.
*** "Notes from New England" [Commentary] by Raymond Soulard, Jr.
*** "Bags End Book #21: What is the Creature Carnival? - Part 1" by Algernon Beagle
*** "Rivers of the Mind" [A Novel] by Timothy Vilgiate
*** Graphic artwork by Kassandra & Raymond Soulard, Jr., Sam Knot, Tamara Miles, Nathan D. Horowitz, Judih Weinstein Haggai, Epi Rogan, & Louis Staeble.
June 10, 2023
5:56 p.m.
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Cenacle 122 getting promoted . . . printing pending . . . radio page updated
Tired & feeling overworked & undervalued . . . . feeling loose of connections . . . they seem passed, at the moment, for the most part . . .
June 17, 2023
9:19 p.m.
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Cenacle 122 getting promoted . . . printing pending . . . radio page updated . . . all them still true . . .
Weird week as I began to get my shit together, pen to paper for real again . . . while my dear friend Greg laid off at our workplace . . . he'll find good again, maybe even better . . . still a shitty fucking move . . .
June 24, 2023
5:55 p.m.
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Cenacle 122 promotion going but stalling . . . still, needs to get done . . . whenever the next one is . . .
Sometimes you're the windshield, sometimes you're the fly . . . here's to everyone getting a turn at each . . .
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