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Soulard's Online Notebook 2011
july 9, 2011
11:03 p.m.
harvard square - au bon pain cafe (my table)
cambridge, mass.
updated radio page tonight, hours after it was supposed to be but none the less . . . also this the second half of the 2011 notebooks . . . it's funny, that i am writing from this place where i have sat with notebooks so many years . . . work bit chunks from my ass this week . . . i'm still here but i'm left disturbed . . . still, here, and still paid . . . still trying . . . it sounds pathetic, but still trying, and that's as much as i can say now true . . .
july 16, 2011
1:02 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
still doing it late, updated radio page, better this week though . . . and overall . . . no assurance of job lasting, or remaining the OK thing it is now, but last night KD and I walked around the MFA Boston, visiting pictures old and new, and even got a year's membership, and it was fine a night then and walking around as one could ever wish for . . . so OK, I'm working on getting it all right, but at least some is already :)
july 22, 2011
9:41 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
updated radio page but the greater news is that my current job is ending in a week or so . . . bunch of bastards, but two months of checks was good . . . not much else to say, but there will be more . . .
july 31, 2011
9:10 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
updated radio page yesterday, and now this notebook now . . . last day at UHC ended, fuck them all, it's done . . . one door closes, another window opens . . . will tell more soon . . .
August 13, 2011
12:30 a.m.
home
arlington, mass.
updated radio page, a brilliant trip to Vermont, come back to jobless and unsure, and stumbling, but here goes another one of these launches for work . . . I wish I had more high things to say . . . maybe in a week . . .
August 20, 2011
12:50 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
better week, sat down last sunday and mapped a real job hunt plan, and been enacting it since, and that combined with writing and press work, keeping radio going, including fund raising, it adds up to a much better week than in awhile . . . just a start, very much just a start, but tis . . . more soon . . .updated radio page too, although late, trying to learn to keep grooving high and low . . .
August 27, 2011
11:55 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
job hunting was sticky this week . . . had one interview, but who knows if it goes forth . . . not much a lot else . . . it was a struggle . . . some writing . . . some work on next Cenacle . . . updated radio page, happily off next weekend . . . need some time to re-group for next effort . . . hurricane approaches . . . hoping it's not as bad as feared . . .
September 3, 2011
12:16 a.m.
home
arlington, mass.
tonight added poems #16-30 of Many Musics, Seventh Series . . . little late, but they are arrived . . . working on next Cenacle while still job-hunting . . . some nibbles, but nothing on the line, & so it goes on again next week . . . radio is Encore Weekend this time around, hence the other work . . .
also tonight, posting the Scriptor Press 2011 Goals:
1. Distribute by online, mail, & locally.
2. Synchrony among writings, publications, radio, & web.
3. Support the efforts of others through teaching & publishing.
4. Support liberation over control, empathy over ignorance.
5. Work harder, work better.
6. Make Art Now, & always, love KD, help others.
Long summer nearly over, hoping that the autumn is both kinder & cooler . . . more soon . . .
September 10, 2011
11:30 a.m.
home
arlington, mass.
working on next Cenacle even more so this week, going for having a long prep time for this issue, and then roll into the December issue with some momentum . . . updated radio page as well, back on air after a week off .
job hunt sometimes getting the better of me of late, but I am struggling to get and roll along more solid ground, it's really a process, not a land . . . thinking: not do enough, do more . . .write more, more press, more job hunting . . . mani-fucking-fest at least . . .
September 16, 2011
12:59 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
updated radio page, on time for the first time in awhile . . . working on next Cenacle steadily, writing the press's history 2009 chapter, slowly figuring out how to write this history better . . . optimistic on finishing the issue by later October as wished . . .
job hunt, i tossed deeper into it this week, keep expanding the active playing field, keep doing this, over and over, day by day, and some headway, but until i am hired full-time for a good paying good work job i won't feel the efforts are paid off . . . no, it's a matter of keeping trying and keeping trying, keeping trying, smile, wide, keeping trying . . .
September 24, 2011
11:53 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
This weekend is an Encore Weekend, which is good, updated the radio page anyway, just to get it done . . . the recent monthly schedule of three new radio weekends and one Encore Weekend works well, in terms of time and energy to do this work reasonably well . . . the radio page was revised last week to now bear a player that indicates the show being played, long on my wish list . . . I credit KD for making it happen . . .
And deeper into the work on Cenacle 79, mostly on the 2009 chapter of Scriptor Press's history . . . I've been trying to work it deeper, make it more worth reading, and now think I have a groove that goes well . . .
finally, job hunt is complete, going to work in a week or so at a healthcare company again . . . doing the technical writer thing . . . in all, I was in the running for jobs at four different companies, and I think this one will work best, with the chance of full-time hire . . . going in with optimism that I can make it good and long-lasting, get out of contracting entirely soon . . .
September 30, 2011
9:23 a.m.
home
arlington, mass.
updated radio page simply for the archives . . . working on Cenacle 79 . . . looks like a week free to come without too much job worries before starting on Oct 10 . . .
October 8, 2011
1:23 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
updated radio page, back on air after a weekend off. . . worked Cenacle 79 all during my week before starting job . . . had several visits to the Museum of Fine Arts, took pictures, wrote poetry and notes . . . saw the lovely "Degas and the Nude" show . . . I think I'm ready for a long long stretch of work to come, finally come . . . Oh and I cannot not mention the Occupy Wall Street rallies . . . they are most high cool . . .
October 14, 2011
4:16 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
looks like my new job starts on Monday, waiting home right now for the delivery of a laptop computer to work on . . . spent this week pushing on and on in Cenacle 79 . . . the Occupy Wall Street demonstrations have expanded in conception, and are inspiring protests and demonstrations around the country and around the world . . . meanwhile, Obama can't get his American Jobs Act even voted on in Congress . . . I don't know if the cracks are starting to give way, but if I was a fat cat I'd not be looking to guns to protect me at this point . . . we got the numbers . . .
October 14, 2011
4:16 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
looks like my new job starts on Monday, waiting home right now for the delivery of a laptop computer to work on . . . spent this week pushing on and on in Cenacle 79 . . . the Occupy Wall Street demonstrations have expanded in conception, and are inspiring protests and demonstrations around the country and around the world . . . meanwhile, Obama can't get his American Jobs Act even voted on in Congress . . . I don't know if the cracks are starting to give way, but if I was a fat cat I'd not be looking to guns to protect me at this point . . . we got the numbers . . .
October 22, 2011
1:24 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
my job has started, and it looks alright for now . . . I think just getting used to that business world again, but I have no complaints, and better fucking be grateful given how things are right now for many . . .
updated radio page and am deep into Cenacle 79 . . . as soon as this radio show is done, I'm going to Occupy Boston to look around, and then write all fucking night and see how that goes, oh I bet well!
November 5, 2011
8:47 a.m.
home
arlington, mass.
Cenacle 79 | October 2011 is done, and was distributed at last weekend's Jellicle Literary Guild meeting . . . not ready for online posting . . . it was a tumultuous meeting, to say the least, but goes in the books . . .
Job so far so good . . . after weeks of hard work, wanting November to be a bit of a chill-down and pull in the reins month . . . oh, did purchase spiritplantsradio.com domain name . . . something good brewing there . . .
November 12, 2011
8:47 a.m.
home
arlington, mass.
Radio page is updated, 8th anniversary weekend, 3 of those with me running the station, and now recently paying for the whole project with fund-raising and my own jing . . . it's good . . . I think I just need some time to think about the various projects and how to do them more efficiently . . . that will come in a few weeks . . . but glad for it all . . . media mongrel be I :)
November 19, 2011
12:38 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
Cenacle 79 | October 2011 contents include:
"Travel to Belize" journal by Charlie Beyer
Poetry by Ric Amante, Tom Sheehan, Martina Newberry, Judih Haggai, & Raymond Soulard, Jr.
New fixtion by Raymond Soulard, Jr.
Classic essay by Ralph Waldo Emerson
Excerpt from Acid Christ by Mark Christensen
Photography by Walter Smith, & also by Kassandra & Raymond Soulard, Jr.
From Soulard's Notebooks commentary
Notes from New England by Raymond Soulard Jr.
It's a really good issue, glad it's done and up for all to see . . . Radio page is updated too . . . and job is going well, may go full-time . . . going to Occupy Boston again tonight, bringing lots of press books . . .
November 26, 2011
11:39 a.m.
home
arlington, mass.
updated radio page, working on getting the new issue distributed . . . 8 years of SpiritPlants Radio this weekend . . . that's something good to think of . . .
December 3, 2011
1:09 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
updated radio page, new issue all but totally distributed . . . two days ago, my dear friend of over 20 years, James Michael Burke III, died of a heart attack . . . there are lots of words but not the ones that will undo this sad thing . . .
December 14, 2011
6:39 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
still getting back up to speed, just posted radio information for last week's show . . . once the archives are updated for the show, then another thing caught up . . . went to Jim's funeral last Friday, too organized religion, not enough of the man but for my eulogy and that of his daughters and sister . . . saw people from way back, once called close friends, now familiar faces . . . wish them well . . . year is drawing to a close . . . got a payjob in hand for now, but still a sad heart . . .
December 16, 2011
9:37 p.m.
home
arlington, mass.
updated the radio page for the last of my shows for this weekend . . . there will i hope be one more entry before year's end . . .